I'm sorry i didn't come today Diane, i juss couldn't. It doesn't mean that i don't love you. I haven't forgotten nor will i ever all that you have done for me.
I worry about the boys and what their live will be like without you and your influence, you were the only one that could reach Tyler, he was already a very angry little boy. Life just isn't fair you should still be here!
I have so many picture of Mikaela including videos.. she's taking her first steps now, you'd love her so much. I couldn't wait to see the look on your face as you went through them with me.
It will be strange not hearing you say to patrick "what's up my man?" lol, or giggling at me and telling me i'm bad, or hearing you say to jake "fucc you jacko!" lol, or picking up bella and "oh my sweet little bella" as you give her kisses. Swear she was meant to be your cat, she always loved you.
you had a way with animals and children and people in general.
Now i wish i hadn't replaced the floor in preciouz inc, i miss your stupid cigerette burn marks in the floor, if you could come back i wouldn't complain any more.... i'd make sure i tell you each day what a treasure your friendship was and how lost i am without it.
i know your giving me shit for crying cause your happy you get to see Nicolas but i'm selfish and i want you here with all of us, we need you too Di!
you will never be forgotten!!!!
love you Di, always
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