catch up

wow seems like forever and a day since i been up in here,
plus hartt fashions closed down , she bowed out un graciously don't ever underestimate me.
so my sister is a mom now to a beautiful little girl Mikaela Alexis Helen-Eva Kardash and she makes my world go round. They call her miki for short but i think it's boyish so i call her my minniemouse don't she ever smile when i do :)
Preciouz Inc is thriving and paying for itself finally. I was able to pay most of my trip home to montreal with it as well as pay for my new cell to stay on top of things during my vacation a bit better.
my foster daughter blair is home in the valley living with me again and i'm luving it. I left her in charge of preciouz inc while i'm home here in mtl for a month and she's doing good.
she suggested another get together so in oct we are going to have a free will offering bbq and marshmellow roast :).
April made a year smoke free for me, although sat just gone by the 10th of sept 2011 i cracc'd and smoked one. i was drinking and i was pissed off at my boi sean. lol when isn't that man vexing me lately??? lol
my hair is now to my shoulders and red. i no longer work for OLS long story short i got screwed hard and i'm on antidepressants... that's a blog for another time.
i'm one size away from bein the size i was 9 years ago when i first came to mtl. i'm excited about this progress.
i've been approved thus far for my gasteric sleeve which is different then the bypass or lapband. they remove 80% of my stomach and it's non reservable. I know i'mma need to see a therapist to help deal emotionally with the changes but at least i am doing it for the right reasons.
still no more new tattoo's yet... i am having the shay on my arm covered. i want a poppy there with the words lest we forget underneath of it. i also want a small rainbow on the inside of my wrist with sara's name and her dob and dod on there. It's been two years and i still miss her so much. but then again it's been 14 for davie and that still hurts too.
i'm down to 5 cats now... i gave mizz monkey up cause she was starting to become dirty. i know she's probably adopted by now she was so beautiful, and i gave up storm for her own good cause she wasn't happy she was ripping herself to peices and pulling out her fur and i wasn't equipped finacially to do anything about it. i couldn't keep her and let her suffer like that it makes me an irresponsible pet owner.
these are just some of what is happening i will get bacc to posting more reguarally soon enough.
blessingz